serendipity and the frequency of her visits

Here lately I have grown so comfortable in my skin that I need to frequently look down to make sure I have cloths on. To be honest about the situation I have always looked down to make sure I was dressed. The whole checking to see if I was dressed thing would happen to me like clockwork. I would get out of my car and start making the long trek from my car to the office and somewhere around the halfway mark I would realize that in my extreme ability to filter out details that I might have walked out of the house without the proper work attire or worse. What has changed now is that I no longer have that panicky feeling. I just step out of my thoughts realizing that I should take a moment to check and make sure I am wearing shoes, that my zipper is up, and that I am not drooling on myself. When all that checks out I just drift back into my world of mostly repetitive thoughts and insignificant highlights realizing that serendipity will be sending her little kisses my way at any moment. These past 8 months have been life changing for me and one day I might even blog more seriously about them.